tunggu...

wait for someone to be wit us..
hard moment to wait..

i cry at nite and hurt deep inside..
y people around us want to separate us up..
y they did't want to see we happy..
wat i'm doin to them??
wat i say to them??
did i disturb they life??
did i took they life??
but y??y??


i hurt very very much..
they dun noe wat i'm feel..
nobody noe..juz me n myself..
y they did't understand me..??
is it coz my fault??
i dun noe..
myb yes to them..juz i'm blind bout that..

sometime feel like life is empty
feel like we juz walk alone..
even many people want to be beside us..
but still alone..
they juz want wat they want
want us to make them happy
but our heart??
who care??
who make us happy??
who beside me when i'm crying??
who beside me when i in hard moment??
who beside me when i'm scared??
who beside me when i injured??
people juz selfish..
but they did't realize that..
juz blame others..
juz mad to others..
they did't see wat they do..

walking alone..
sleep alone..
eat alone..
juz better than want people to accompany u..
we care they feel like a gold..
but them juz make us fool around..
i hate but i must to love them..
must...

it is my fault make them hurt..
i try to accompany them..
but i have a lot to do..
i must focus on my exam..
i mst stadi for my future..
i dun want juz depend on them..
i want my thing by my own money..
i shy wit them..
i hurt......

now..i'm realy feel alone..
i have nobody to talk about..
i dun noe where to go..
i scared of them..
i cry as much i can..
to make me feel better..
i juz no way to go..
and no one to talk..
i miss them a lot..
but them dun want accompany me..
they dun want listen to me..
they think i'm little..
i'm nothing..
i'm stupid..

yes i'm all of that..

wat my destiny??
i dun noe..
where my partner????
i dun noe who..
wat my finish..
i think dead juz waiting for me..
i juz can pray to HIM...
i juz got HIM..
i accompany by HIM..
syukur padamu Ya Allah..

i juz waiting..
i'm weak..i can't fight..
i can't be a forgetfull..
i juz can hear..
i juz can hold..
i juz can stand..
n hurt by my self..
cry by myself..
alone wit myself..

i'm very hurt now........
i juz can cry n say to myself...

i Love them so much..
l dun want to hurt them anymore..
i can't.....

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